COMCAST STILL SUCKS!

Well, guess what, folks. My Comcast receiver in my living room once AGAIN has lost tons of channels. So much for NO REPEAT SERVICE CALLS service, huh? Not to mention that I was shuffled from the original Comcast person to another "tech" without knowing, but she then told me that I would be charged for the service call if the field tech did the same "fix" that she was going to do from her end. Um, what part of that NOT EVER fucking working did you NOT understand, sweetheart? This is NOT a new thing for us to be dealing with! WTF! Yes, this is a "new" box, yes, all channels work on the secondary box in my bedroom, yes, I have done all sorts of crap to the box that you folks have told me to try EACH AND EVERY FREAKIN TIME I HAVE HAD TO CALL ABOUT THIS!

*sigh* Is it REALLY any wonder WHY I want to go back to satelite dish for my television viewing?

COMCAST SUCKS!

Ok....granted, we missed the payment to comcast. By I think it was, 2 days? They shut us off. I called to get it taken care of, so we can have net for hubby to work. I paid the back due, and THEN I was informed that it could take 2-24 HOURS to come back on, where as in the past, it was 5-15 MINUTES! They tok my debit/credit card info, my bank had it as a pre-authorized hold, and freakin COMCAST, the assfreakinhats did not TAKE the payment til 6 am the NEXT FRIGGING DAY! My husband could not work from home, as he has for almost 3 years, my children were not able to watch television, I was not able to keep in touch with family (and some are very sick, back north) and I was a basket case with the freakin run around comcast gave me! I was hung up on once, and cut off in mid word twice by little tarlets. So.....we are looking at something else for coverage for net and cable. Mainly, AT&T.

COMCAST, KISS MY ASS! You jumped my bill by $45 a month after my one year lock in, you have been charging me $7 a month for the past 7 months for unlisted/published that I told you to take off, AND I am being charged $5.99 for digital cable, when I don't HAVE a freakin digital cable teleivsion! You charge me an extra $3 for my modem, an extra $3 for one receiver rental that was SUPPOSED TO BE FREE. Your customer service sucks donkey dick. You can take your service and shove it up your collective asses. Once I have AT&T or Dishnetwork or even DirectTV, your going buh-bye.

Things have not been as I had hoped. I have hit a plateau that I just can not get passed. I am thoroughly discouraged. I am almost at the point of giving up and saying fuck it all.

YEAH!

I am down a WHOLE size!!!! YEAH, ME!!! I have had to give away something like 9 pair of jeans with another 3 or 4 pair ready to go....when I can part with them, that is. The jeans that REALLY fit me well, and I have one pair of, hubby said he can not afford to get me more than one pair. *sighs* Oh, well. One pair will have to do. I might check Wally's to see if they have any $20 specials and grab a pair....but will have to be after Christmas. *sighs again* Oh, well. Such is weight loss.

FINALLY!

I was FINALLY able to do more at the gym than just walk!! YEAH!!!!! I was on the bike, the tread mill and all of the upper body machines. I did only one of the lower body ones, but that was because I was starting to feel it. I also had not had anything to eat since noon, and I went to the gym at 6 or so. Still, I was active for about an hour and a half. This morning, so far anyway, I am not too sore. YEAH! :p With the girls getting out of school early today, I should be able to get to the gym this afternoon. I felt really self conscious being in there at that time of night. I felt like I was being watched. Never mind the fact that I had someone walk in on me as I was half naked in the changing room! LOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Thank GOD I put my undies and pants on before then. All she got a glimpse of was the ta tas. :p

OOOOOWWWWWWW!

*holds my back as I try and sit down*

My back HURTS! It has been hurting for a couple weeks now...I think it has something to do with the falling apart couch we have. So, walking for a mile did nothing but aggravate it! But I DID walk a mile. Burned 214 calories! WOOHOO! Hoping to get back there tomorrow...Not sure about Sunday. If I CAN get back there, I will try and do the full work out that I am supposed to do. 40 minutes on the treadmill, then off to the machines to do the weight training/toning. Will also have to go either a LOT earlier, or later to do the full cycle. But at least I was there and moving! Yeah, ME! :p

excited!

This morning, I have my session with the trainer, Kevin! I am both excited and scared! The last time I was even NEAR a gym, to actually work out, was when I was 18 and was going to Nautilus. I so hope I don't screw up, or make a fool of myself..... I think that is my biggest fear, especially with being the size I am. There has always been that fear, deep inside, of being a fat person, screwing up, and having the so called beautiful people laugh at me and make fun. Which, in retrospect, is probably the main reason why I have never really fought to lose weight. For fear of failing and being laughed at. BUT! I don't think I care anymore what is said about me. I give back now, as good as I have ever gotten. I don't brook no shit! I have to have that attitude. It's the only way for me to survive, I guess. I just hope and pray that it doesn't back fire on me and make me a mean and cold hearted person later on in life, like some of my relatives have become. Maybe if I keep that in my mind's eye, I will be ok. *sighs* Here's hoping things go well this morning! I'll post later on, after my gym visit.